i dun think i can do it ~

hmmm been a long day for me again !!
i think i must cut down on my activite liao man ~ too much lei recently.
hmm like what my topic say letting go. i thought i can but i think i still cant >.<
just felt so foolish, yet everytime had this very little thought that things might not be as bad as i think it is, but my hope seem to decrease day by day, yet i am hanging on it.
want to let go , but scared i might fall! . " I am STUCK" !! that all i know ~

felt so ugly~ outer and inner, not sure why i am thinking this way but i just came to my mind suddenly when i am heading home today.
and seeing all the gers hang together it make me feel even more lousy, and make me wanna dig a hole and hid inside it !