turn off ~

hmm not really sure what happen to me ~ well many things has been running through my mind . ALOT ! and making me feel liek i got some many xin shi. but the fact is that i dun have.. or is it that i have but wanna self pity myself by saying dont have... hmm >.<

rush down to support our sch gaming team in the last afternoon just now ~ members ( andy,desmond, lincoln,boon and cai long) reach there onli they finish their first match liao with nus ~ haha... and they won.
then the second match with TP
wow wad can i say they are freking cool ~ those at times they shouted rather loud.. hahaha
OH !! and TPoly ~ there have a ger player name losuy ger, desmond used to tell me that she is one of the best player among gers dame gd at awp, and today i got to see her play ! wow... i speechless man !!!
but still our sch won for today !! haha.. grate !! man~
hmm tomorrow is their final ! really wonder how will they do man !! haha.. wish for the BEST !! yeah yeah go rp !!

hmm after that chill out with them ~ oh got two know 2 of boon friends haha they are very funny man and also nice ~
then all of us went to chill out.. but boon's friend went off after that ~ so left the few of us lor ~ hmm not sure what really happen to me also... i like turn off~ they talk i listen onli and seriously at times when they are talking i may look like i am listening but i actually stare out in the air onli.. and i totall blank out.. haha
really dunnoe wad am i thinking or maybe i am not even thinking in the first place.. but jsut felt that i spoilt the whole amt.. cause they are like all taking laughing then i nv talk or laugh that much ~ hmmm
think i just need a gd rest that all ba. still thinking if tml wanna go see them finals... FINALs leh ~ hmmm...*thinking