guess that it huh ?

ups and downs

Iwonder which side am i at now? facing some problem (disappointment,discourage,departing)
But at the same time having some good times too( friends)

i might be very moody and suddenly very happy again? is that what you call mood swing ? hmmm o.O

Feling really really tired today not sure is it because mon and tue rush for class,rush for performance all these that cause me to be so tired just tired of life ?
I have to say i enjoyed the SLA event, as many funny things happen and got to met lots of interesting people too.

Tml NO SCH !! the only day that i can wake up at a later time ~ however have to be ready to work too THANKS God it is only 1.30 hr, and i really enjoy the time with the kids~
My mom ask me if i really have passion for teaching. I not very sure too, but one thing i know is that i like to teach naughty kids.

NOT that i am sicko or what, just that i felt that if i am able i would want to teach good things to them, and treat them as who they are, many people may look down on them, but that's not the point all i want them is to learn things knowledge, expreience, fellowship with friends and create lots of good memory in each of their life.

Hmm guess i really would want to think about this future caree?? hmmm......

Last thing: guess that't it. i want to put a fullstop there, non point dwelling in it and feeling the pain or make myself feel so worthless.
WIsh you all the best, indeed i felt that you really are happy , that's enough.
Thanks for coming into my life, you leave a good memory to me, enjoyed the friendship though it is jsut half a year, thank you fabian and wei xiang . ^^

Once a brother always a brother~

Didnt really started the day that well even though it is a sunday ~

many things running in my head, and i guess i did brought my worries into church today.

SORRY GOD.

Celebrated pj's bday ~ and also the leaving of clement.

well was rather sad, as i started to think back 3 years ago when i first came to know him.

That time he is SO shy !! and i wrote letters to everyone inculde him and i spelled his name to clemnie and he used to say "SORRY CANT JOIN YOU GUYS i got TUITION "

we grow together with the rest of the youth and of cos the jacko team~ been through many ups and down together.

I really will miss the company of you clement ~

To clement:

it doesnt matter which church you might be going, or where are you. As you will still always be our brother in Uthnity. our door is always wide open for you to come back anytime!

team jacko wont be complete without ! So do join our outing!! i still owe you jack place !! haha :P

life

Many things happen in my life~

currently in my NEW class w66E with this crazy girl sitting beside me (bin bin)

hmm.. stomach really pain.. not much energy left. Sch end fast pls !!
vomit whole night yesterday, first time in life felt that i really have no energy !!

Thanks God today is much better ~ and mange to drag myself to school! tml NO class. must rest rest rest..

i really got a interesting class... everyone click so well unlike year 1 however, the bonding not there..

NVM... joel i saw ur sexy leg ger !! ha :P

Reality or Perception.

These question have been in my mind recently.. hmm what you all think ?? Reality or Perception.

what really is reality? for human reality is anything the our 5 senses detect. So will our reality work on other things like animals ?

case study:
Human see an apple and said apple is red !
Animals unable to see colour will totally against our saying?
So whoes reality is right ????

So perception comes into the picture, so we can say that our perception will determine our reality like wise for animal.
So some reality to us is not reality for animal!
So whatever things that our senses are not able the sense means supernatural ?? nonono.
it is also reality just that we cannot see it.

Case study:
Dog cannot see apple as red and human can.
So dog will think human got extra power to see ghost??

SO is reality reality???

i seriously like this kind of topic !! wee...
Anyway the stuff written here is resoure from my brother !! ^^

Songs ~

Two old song that i love alot !! just want to share with you guys.
OH and who by any chance have the song can you please send me.. THAnKS ^^

[VERSE 1]My heart says we've got something realCan I trust the way I feel'Cause my heart's been fooled beforeAm I just seeing what to seeOr is it true, could you really be
[CHORUS]Something to have and holdWith my heart and soulI need to know, before I fall in loveSomeone who'll stay aroundThrough all my ups and downsPlease tell me now, before I fall in love
[VERSE 2]I'm at the point of on relumSo afraid of getting bumedBut I want to take a changePlease, give me a reason to believeSay, that you're the one, that you'll always be
[CHORUS 2]It's been so hard for me to give my heart awayBut I would give my everything ,Just to hear you say (you're) By coco lee ( Before i fall in love)

Try to remember the kind of Septemberwhen life was slow and oh, so mellow.Try to remember the kind of Septemberwhen grass was green and grain was yellow.Try to remember the kind of Septemberwhen you were a tender and callow fellow,Try to remember and if you remember the follow.
Try to remember when life was so tenderthat no one wept except the willow.Try to remember when life was so tender thatdreams were kept beside your pillow.Try to remember when life was so tender thatlove was an ember about to billow.Try to remember and if you remember then follow.
Deep in December it's nice to rememberaltho you know the snow will follow.Deep in December it's nice to rememberwithout the hurt the heart is hollow.Deep in December it's nice to rememberthe fire of September that made us mellow.Deep in December our hearts should remember and follow. (Try to remember) By: Tom Jones

i am SO scared of pain ><

what a day man.. happily finish school early and wanna head home to rest.
So happy some one accompany me home (jiawei)
reach home kanna lock outside the house -.- nvm... mom open and she break the news saying that jack in need of people. out of kindness and wanna help i agreed to it.

Went there everything is the same, not much changes... more and more peopel coming in for dinner and at the bar we are all so buzy buzy buzy!!
so the accident took place, was perparing the hot soup for customer, and was about to head outside with the soup *pop* i bang onto shar and tada the mushroom soup spill over my left hand and there is a instant pain... but i just bear with it even though my hand is shaking.

my red turn super red as if it is 1/3 cooked ha.. but super painful, didt tell anyone, just bearing with the pain and keep working at the same time... soak my hand with cold water non stop, however when i took my hand out of the water the pain came back >< from 7+ i bear it till 8+ den someone find me not right, then told them. that stupid shar is like ayio pain ar.., den walk out den after some time walk in again and say "ayio abit only like wanna die" HELLO!! is that what a manger should say? i went to help and you say this?? make this clear i am NOT working for you but HELPING you.. understand???

But really thanks the people there they cover my stuff thanks. and the cook there are nice too!! thanks thanks. thanks the head cook to ask the cook bring med for me..^^ and thanks david for applying for me, and the other one to make me laugh really thanks alot.

went home.. kanna take the pain anymore.. cired sia. haha.. so like me :P
i super scared of pain. abit only my tears will drop :P
then mommy brought me see doctor.... got cream of pill and pain killer..
feel so much bette..
but now type.. still feeling the hot sensation on my hand.. arrr....

what a week !

Confession time

- i did something very sinful !! which is to give myself a treat!!
went cafe catel yesterday with clement and fiona and i ate like nobody business !! oily, sweet, whatever things will make me fat i just put it in my mouth non stop !! ha ( sorry base :P )

But totally had lots of fun, we are so crazy about almost everything!! OH clement almost went into a girls toilet JUST TO TAKE PIC US -.-

Wee, school ending soon, next monday will be my last day of school ! yes yes yes, BUT i will really really miss this class of mine. ><
it took me like half of the sem to at last get to know and click with them, but seems like we are going to say goodbye to each other soon.
Guess will be seeing you guys around in the campus that's all. hmmm rather sad man !!

Beside that, i need a job !! i need income :P
seraching for job, but will people just hire me for like 2 months ?? hmmm.. pray real hard !! ha

Lastly, i think O result will be coming out at friday? most pro, BUT confirm will be this coming week.. weee people are you all excited ??? i am excited for you guys man.
Yen ling , rouwen, yin yan, esther , haoyi , hang wee , clement, benji, michelle, boon, siew yin and zi wei ( sorry if i miss your name out)
To all you people all the best man !! i know you all had work very hard !! so PLS contact me when you all received your result, i am as excited as you guys !!

Guess that is all i am going to blog !!